Halloween...?

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'Sup
 
honestly, i'm jaded on halloween. i'll probably end up dressing up because i have no other choice, but i don't really get into it. people think it is awesome to have a halloween birthday. yay, ghosts. yay, candy. yay, parties.

on the plus side, when i was in college and younger it was awesome because i was 100% guaranteed to have a fun party to go to on my b-day. as i got older and took out all my friends over and over again, i have grown jealous, though. what i want is a "happy birthday" from a couple close friends, a night at a good bar listening to music, buddies who drag me out and take me home and a retirement at my house in pajamas eating what i want and watching a movie or shitfaced and passed out on the floor like a normal birthday. this can't ever happen, though. i honestly haven't had a straight birthday party since i was like 6. don't get me wrong, i've thrown and attended massive multi-keg halloween parties that have been awesome, but my b-day has always taken a second seat.

this year, i'll fantasize about my chill bday and get drug to like 6 giant parties, one after another, so that i can wait in line for 20 minutes to get a keg beer and forcefully interact with strangers even though i just wanna get shitbombed in some sort of security blanket. either that, or i'll let my friends all do it without me and sit at home. same thing that happens every halloween.
 
what i want is a "happy birthday" from a couple close friends, a night at a good bar listening to music, buddies who drag me out and take me home and a retirement at my house in pajamas eating what i want and watching a movie or shitfaced and passed out on the floor like a normal birthday. this can't ever happen, though. i honestly haven't had a straight birthday party since i was like 6. don't get me wrong, i've thrown and attended massive multi-keg halloween parties that have been awesome, but my b-day has always taken a second seat.

this year, i'll fantasize about my chill bday and get drug to like 6 giant parties, one after another, so that i can wait in line for 20 minutes to get a keg beer and forcefully interact with strangers even though i just wanna get shitbombed in some sort of security blanket. either that, or i'll let my friends all do it without me and sit at home. same thing that happens every halloween.

I kinda hate society's opinion on how you're supposed to spend your birthday. My last birthday a friend brought over a coconut/chocolate cake and some beers then three of us played some scrabble, some settlers of cataan and half an argument filled game of monopoly. And I was fine with it. But apparently, I should feel guilty about it because cool people have 50 "friends" over for a miniature rave. My condolences on your birthday's date then amigo.
 
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