Psylocide
[09] Warrior
DISCLAIMER: This thread is inspired by a Javachat discussion, and thought it would be very interesting to get a understanding of when people generally experience this feeling. Anyone who has come to this TRUE REALIZATION, and sits to think about it knows that it is a mind blowing experience.
DO NOT TURN THIS THREAD INTO A RELIGIOUS DEBATE OR FLAME PEOPLES RESPONSES.
When did you first realize that you are going to die someday?
Totally cease to be, no thought, void.
I first experienced this feeling when I was 23 years old. TWENTY THREE! I had watched my grandparents die, I knew about it completely but never actually spent time thinking about it. Somehow, you feel invicible, watching people die around you but never thinking it could be you.
The first time I thought about it, I was on a shroom and salvia bender that lasted a couple of days. (go figure) But depression grabbed me for about 2 months after, and nothing I could do would let that feeling go. I have since found my own philosophy that made me happy again, but it still rocked my world.
How about you?
DO NOT TURN THIS THREAD INTO A RELIGIOUS DEBATE OR FLAME PEOPLES RESPONSES.
When did you first realize that you are going to die someday?
Totally cease to be, no thought, void.
I first experienced this feeling when I was 23 years old. TWENTY THREE! I had watched my grandparents die, I knew about it completely but never actually spent time thinking about it. Somehow, you feel invicible, watching people die around you but never thinking it could be you.
The first time I thought about it, I was on a shroom and salvia bender that lasted a couple of days. (go figure) But depression grabbed me for about 2 months after, and nothing I could do would let that feeling go. I have since found my own philosophy that made me happy again, but it still rocked my world.
How about you?