Teh Gheys Thread

Serious question though.
My boyfriend and I broke up (I know long relationship less than two weeks go me) but I did things with him and I am literally so upset that I wasted my first time on him. He tested for HIV before we were together and it came back negative but the test is 99.8% accurate and I am mentally telling myself I have it and I really want to get tested but I have to wait three months and I am honestly just so scared.
My advice to any guys out there is seriously never rush anything. I cannot believe I wasted my first time on someone who didn't care for me. I was used. I have to live with that now.
 
Not a full op-ed or anything but just sharing my thoughts, I believe I made a nice point without even having to bring up homosexuality.
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Darkmoonlight said:
Serious question though.
My boyfriend and I broke up (I know long relationship less than two weeks go me) but I did things with him and I am literally so upset that I wasted my first time on him. He tested for HIV before we were together and it came back negative but the test is 99.8% accurate and I am mentally telling myself I have it and I really want to get tested but I have to wait three months and I am honestly just so scared.
My advice to any guys out there is seriously never rush anything. I cannot believe I wasted my first time on someone who didn't care for me. I was used. I have to live with that now.
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The trick about that is you have to find someone who won't use you. I think I told you guys when my first boyfriend and I broke up, the last time I physically saw him was the morning after the first time we had sex. After he was just nonexistant for four days he decided to dump me, and of course it hurt. But (cheesy line incoming) the thing is that your first isn't your last. I'm a firm believer in that it doesn't matter who your first was, it only matters who your last is. And I'm also a firm believer that there's someone out there for everyone.

I'm also very cheesy and emotional rn because I saw the fault in our stars last night and I'm on a lower level because of it.
 
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