kerrod123
[10] Knight
Hi everyone, just thought id make myself known a bit on here even if I hardly show up again, ive been on here awhile but have been really quiet since SCV came out and 4 stopped been the main game, its doubtful you'll know me but a few of you might.
Ok so I'm 19, gay, from England and I've been with 2 guys so far, one I was with for nearly 3 years but it didn't work out and the 2nd I'm still with and ill have been with a year at the end of April! :)
Hopefully the guy I'm with now will be one to last because he's just perfect, we're completely open with each other and for once in my life I'm happy and not just say for a day or a week and then be down again like I was before I was with him.
I said the same about my last boyfriend and who knows I might end up saying the same about the one I'm with now but I really do believe the guy I'm with now really is the one despite me been so young.
I've learned a lot from my first proper relationship and things about life in general and everything's just so different with the guy I'm with now and everything feels so right for both of us.
Whereas with my first boyfriend it got say after a year and a half I was just with him because I didn't want to be alone and because I didn't want to hurt him, it should have been earlier but I managed to break up with him and everything has been going well for me since.
I was getting so depressed been with him and it was so hard because I still loved him, id say only a few months ago in a way I still did, its only recently I've been able to move on and been able to get better as a person, if it wasn't for my new boyfriend I don't think ive have managed and might have ended up getting back with my old boyfriend and would be unhappy and tbh maybe even ruin my life or another good few years of it.
I never regret it but I gave my first boyfriend 3 of my teen years that ill never get back, you're only young and relatively free for such a small portion of your life.
I think its nice to know who you're talking to sometimes so here a few pics of me too, especially for those few who have known me for ages Mage, Soul, Maidros etc. if you go on here.
My favourite characters are Ivy and Tira and its funny people say im kinda like Tira myself with a jolly and gloomy side with flippy moods too lol, one minute i can be bright and rainbowy the next i can be dressed all dark even borderline emoish, Im crazy like that XD.
But im not all cynical and don't go and cut myself, just the opposite usually, I just like the look.
(Not that im saying all emos are like that im just explaining) :)
Also sorry for my wall of text! I have a habit of writing loads like this once I get started despite me not talking much in general but when I get talking about a certain something sometimes I just don't stop and attack people with text lol
Ok so I'm 19, gay, from England and I've been with 2 guys so far, one I was with for nearly 3 years but it didn't work out and the 2nd I'm still with and ill have been with a year at the end of April! :)
Hopefully the guy I'm with now will be one to last because he's just perfect, we're completely open with each other and for once in my life I'm happy and not just say for a day or a week and then be down again like I was before I was with him.
I said the same about my last boyfriend and who knows I might end up saying the same about the one I'm with now but I really do believe the guy I'm with now really is the one despite me been so young.
I've learned a lot from my first proper relationship and things about life in general and everything's just so different with the guy I'm with now and everything feels so right for both of us.
Whereas with my first boyfriend it got say after a year and a half I was just with him because I didn't want to be alone and because I didn't want to hurt him, it should have been earlier but I managed to break up with him and everything has been going well for me since.
I was getting so depressed been with him and it was so hard because I still loved him, id say only a few months ago in a way I still did, its only recently I've been able to move on and been able to get better as a person, if it wasn't for my new boyfriend I don't think ive have managed and might have ended up getting back with my old boyfriend and would be unhappy and tbh maybe even ruin my life or another good few years of it.
I never regret it but I gave my first boyfriend 3 of my teen years that ill never get back, you're only young and relatively free for such a small portion of your life.
I think its nice to know who you're talking to sometimes so here a few pics of me too, especially for those few who have known me for ages Mage, Soul, Maidros etc. if you go on here.
My favourite characters are Ivy and Tira and its funny people say im kinda like Tira myself with a jolly and gloomy side with flippy moods too lol, one minute i can be bright and rainbowy the next i can be dressed all dark even borderline emoish, Im crazy like that XD.
But im not all cynical and don't go and cut myself, just the opposite usually, I just like the look.
(Not that im saying all emos are like that im just explaining) :)
Also sorry for my wall of text! I have a habit of writing loads like this once I get started despite me not talking much in general but when I get talking about a certain something sometimes I just don't stop and attack people with text lol
Jolly side Kerrod
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Gloomy side
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