You should be. There is no escapin this.
EDIT: No offense but Synraii you still SUCK with him really bad :) Thats maybe 30% of what alpha is capable of....so many missed combos, but more important why would you ever BB after a step? Stop that BB, its not even good in this game. You should link your matches in the arena, cause while you may have success with him you still play him really bad. Which of course is normal since you just started.... Im sure Maxou will help as well if you post your matches!
If Kalas is already scared of that...^^