How many of you are black/hispanic

i was living there for so long, i remember when beulah street was nothing more than a one lane forest road EACH WAY!!.. when fucking Bristol gables and Winsor gables were nothing but plans on paper...
walmart and all that shit you see there now did not exist. boy.. i can go back.. that 7-11 on beulah? IT'S OLD! WE GOT FUCKIN HISTORY!!! that 7-11 and I.. and don't make me go down that vandorn street got damn.. fuckin Landmark mall was my shit... boy........... mmm hmm... shiiiieet dont' get me started on springfield mall. I WAS THERE WHEN THAT BITCH OPENED ON GRAND OPENIN DAY! i was there when there were two time outs.. and remember when it used to be where the DMV is located now.. with the red and black squared carpetin...

So yeah. 40 minutes later lemmie say you got me deep in thought about the kind of things a man remembers and how we can claim we understand each other when we aren't walking around with the same test patterns. Is test patterns the word I wanna use? I guess it'll do. I've got a lot of memories I wanted to share, but I also have lunch and they're probably like dreams, fascinating to the dreamer but boring to anyone else so I'll get back to you on that if there's any interest. Seems everywhere though they're developing everything and convenience stores were always early and walmart always late. Where I lived we didn't have forest, we had scrub brush, I remember looking out at it on a sunset when I was maybe 10, my mom used to take care of foster kids and I went up jarupa hill with one of them and a distant cousin of mine who was living with us at the time. It's all a suburb named "southridge" now. They develop everything and it feels diminished, people come in who have no value for a place. I guess they find their own things to value eh? Where I live the winds get to around 40 miles per hour in the fall, the santa ana winds are ionized. Outsiders suffer from clinical depression when the winds hit them, I read about the increased murder rate ect ect in some psychiatric journal, to me it just feels like Autumn. Apparently the nose can pick up the ionization. So fall has a smell here. Anyhow thanks for the esotericism man, maybe not what you intended but it's always nice to peek inside people's heads.
 
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