How life conscious is 8wayrun?

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MorsCodeStutter

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How do you conduct your life? Are you conscious of all your choices and habits, and find ways to keep yourself inspired and excited for life? Or do you just go with the motions, dealing with what you can on a daily basis? --Or do you find life to just be a drag and you're struggling to get through?

Why am I asking this? I don't know! As a very introspective person, I am often curious as to how self aware and conscious other people are.
 
I don't mean to be rude, but asking people "how self aware are you" is pretty much asking for people to respond with navel-gazing platitudes from teenagers who don't have much perspective, but feel deep.

I'll try to answer honestly though; and that is this: I know enough to know I basically don't know shit. I think almost any other response is disingenuous.

Unless of course, I've completely missed the point of your question.
 
Every now and then I think that I got this far in my life, and that now I am ready to die, whenever I must.

I don't do friends, nor love, I don't feel like I need it. lol
Eh... I kinda dislike people, but I admire many others, mainly those who have a happy life, even if their life is not as enjoyable as mine could be, I picked this path.

I really like destroying other people's feelings, it makes me feel like I own them, specially those who really care about me, lol. I don't really know my sexual orientation since i've never been really interested in anybody. I am very clever, though, I have been educated to see with my eyes, and not with my heart, to see the reality and not just what I want to see... and let me tell you, the world is worse than you could have ever imagined.

Having a pointless life can be really boring sometimes, but maybe my life has a purpose, but i'm yet to discover what it is... still, i've seen more than i've ever wanted to see.
 
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