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That sounds depressing. I much rather endure an endless cycle of doing what I love through rain and sunshine than be some moping fool. That's just my opinion though.

NO YOU! Nihilism is fun. FUN FUN FUN IN THE SUN

I guess i can be mature on here and discuss the reasons for posting even though i already know the obvious end result or your state of mind

Its supposed to be depressing. I personally view life a uttlery pointless due to.past experience. While i do understand that you hint at ups and downs, and how focusing on the "ups" is trivial to a meaningful existance

My past expereinces have caused happiness to be literally drained from me. Being isolated your whole life and gossiped about and threatened by the city you reside in due to a stepfather is depressing. It caused me to not trust people and enthusiasm and excitement i life to be takwn away. passion and interest of

hobbies and.long term goals being taken away is th bigger problem. Love and biological needs not being met is even more important. My point is that i feel alienated to such a degree that i cant even be called human. Its sad and pathetic.

I can restart but just talking to people causes me to have a panic attack. Focusing on the positives when there isnt any is difficult

If I lived near you, I'd slap you. Dude, you're young and life ain't over. Have you even thought about suicide because I sure did a few times. Trust me, depression is a sin. No chick likes a depressed dude.

Why the heck are you listening to people who are into nihilism?! Do you not want to marry a girl so you can grow old with someone dear until God says it's time?!

What you need to do is get out of what depresses you and be in good company. If you're by yourself, you will go crazy. If you have someone around to help you, at least you have a reason to keep going.

What I'm telling you something that has happened in my life. Depressed because I sat idly in envy, depression, and more. One sin leads to another. I'm not gonna throw out a scripture because I'm being considerate for now.

But I will say YOU NEED TO GET OFF 8wayrun if you're looking for pity party. I'm saying this to be mean, but how can anyone help you if you're gonna sit and sulk?!

Pardon the grammar errors.

Its ok.

I actually new you type something similar. You wouldnt understand the circumstance. Yes i have people who are suppportive and i appreciate your reflection. I am not sulking there just nothing i can do to fix the position i am

I appreciate your realism andi will try to use your advice to the best i can

Look I struggle, the pope struggles, those happy people struggle, etc. What they have in common is they don't want to give up no matter what. All because they have something life to fight for.

I invited God in my heart, and he found me friends who are actually genuine to set me straight.

Granted people can call me religious, but I know God wants a relationship just like how a girl isn't looking for an autopilot relationship.

I leave it to up to you if you want him to help you or not. If not, all I can say is propose an idea and show that earnest diligence to work for what you want.

I know and i am currently, but the struggles we endure will always try to delude our vision. I have a steong spiritual relationship with god. I have heard him and seen him.

Religion and philosophy have always been fragile topics, but i appreciate you reachng out. Honestly i view the world as pointless because of my relationship.

I love humanity though. I love the things we can make and do. It makes me passionate. This is why i feel alienated though. I am unhappy because i do not feel human

Want a tip? Religion is man made. Everyone on this world(me, you, thoe church people, bad people, etc) wants to put God in a box and take him out like he's some accessorie to make oneself impervious.

False. He's impervious because he made us. How can a new disciple of a fighter ever teach the sensei? The sensei will forever teach the disciple until he walks the same as the master.

It doesn't matter how well someone has it, even the best of men need God. I don't take part in religious folks quarrel too long because it's cancer.