What's wrong bro?
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FenrisZero
DONT WORRY!! I HATE YOU TOO.
optymuss
I AM NOW SUBSTITUTING "SORRY" FOR "LOVE YOU." I LOVE YOU THAT YOU FEEL THAT WAY.
ANYWAY, JUST STUFF WITH MY MOM'S BOYFRIEND. TEH YSPREAD RUMORS ANDLIES ABOUT ME BECAUSE HE THREATENED MY MOM. HE ALSO TOLD ME HE MURDERED PEOPLE, AND HE ATTEMPTED TO GOUGE MY EYE OUT. I DONT HAVE VALID EVIDENCE THOUGH BUT NEXT TIME I WILL.
ANYWAY, JUST STUFF WITH MY MOM'S BOYFRIEND. TEH YSPREAD RUMORS ANDLIES ABOUT ME BECAUSE HE THREATENED MY MOM. HE ALSO TOLD ME HE MURDERED PEOPLE, AND HE ATTEMPTED TO GOUGE MY EYE OUT. I DONT HAVE VALID EVIDENCE THOUGH BUT NEXT TIME I WILL.
optymuss
AND ALONG WITH THE FACT THAT THEY KEEP SAYIN SHIT TO MY FRIENDS. THIS IVERY MUCH AFFECTING MY VIEW OF PEOPLE IN GENERAL. HOW EVERYONE IS A LIAR AND CANT BE TRUSTED DUE TO THEIR TRUE INTENTIONS BEING HIDDEN.
optymuss
BUT I DO KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST. I JUST WISH I WOULD ACCEPT IT . I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THEY JUST PRETEND TO BE JUST IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS OR BECASUE IT IS THEIR ROLE/JOB TO DO SO
optymuss
AND THE FACT THAT MY MOM IS CLALING ME NAMES WHICH DO NOT FIT A DECRIPTION OF ME AT ALL SUCH AS: RETARDED, DUMB, ETC AND HOW THEY MOCK ME WHEN I AM NEED OF EMOTIONAL SUPPOR SUCH AS "BOO HOO", "YOU GONNA CRY". I FIND IT CHILDSISH
optymuss
ALSO THEY KEEP SAY I HAVE ANGER ISSUES. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY HONESTLY BECAUSE I WOULD JUST YELL WHEN WHEN THEY ARE DOING THE ABOVE. HOWEVER, THEY (MY MOM AND DAD)THROW STUFF AT ME WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND HER BOYFRIEND THROWS A TANTRUM EVERY MORNING AS IF HIS OPINION MATTERS IN ANYTHING
optymuss
I MEAN WHEN YO UHAVE PARENTS THAT DO NOT EVEN TREAT YOU LIEK YO UARE THEIR SON AND YOU LIVE WITH THIS SHIT FOR 18 YEARS THEN I AM SURE YOU HAVE A SHORT FUSE. BU TI KNOW IT IS NOT A SHORT TEMPER IN GENERAL BECASUE I AM PATIENT AROUND EVERYONE
optymuss
THEN BECAUSE OF MY SEVERE DEPRESSION MY MIND IS SOMEWHERE ELSE AND EVERYTHING I DO IS SO HALF ASSED AND POOR. I MEAN EVERYTHING I LIEK T O DO AS A HOBBY, MY MOTHER WOULD SAY I WS OBSESSED WITH IT. FROM GAMING, TO STUDYING MATH, TO WEIGHTLIFTING. ITS PRETTY SAD I WAS BORN DUE TO MISERABLE PEOPLE
optymuss
I ESILY HAVE PANIC ATTACK AND MY HAND SHAKE FOR SOEM REASON OR I LOSE MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. I ALSO KEEP FORGETTING OR WOULD HAVE TO READ SOMETHIN G AGIAN TO GET THE IDEA. ITS PRETTY SAD. I WAS NEVER LIKE THIS
FenrisZero
Lol Teenagers. Amirite?