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Naturally.

im starting to like my straight best friend, and ive heard stories of things like this, and it doesnt bode well.

Been there. One of the loneliest places in the world to be.

Sadly though, the only thing I can suggest is to try focus your attention elsewhere. When I was in love with my SBF, I felt that little spark whenever we made physical contact, I thought about him CONSTANTLY, and it ended up leaving me feeling guilty and hollow.

But ultimately I came to realise that it wasn't worth it. The constant risk that you might ruin a perfectly good friendship by having those feelings kept gnawing at me, and I knew they wouldn't be reciprocated.

Does your friend know you're gay?

yeah he knows i like guys

oh yeah i meant to put :c because of your first response soo
:c

Then, and this might come off wrongly, but maybe it isn't love you're feeling, so much as a close connection to a guy who accepts you for who you are, when others won't? He could be hot, which helps confuse things, but it might be THAT'S the case instead maybe?

haha, well im not exactly out, only a few people know that im bi. but idk i guess when your good friends with someone long enough and u share so much in common in such, after awhile u develope some feelings...if u know what i mean? but yeah hes asian and u kno how i love dem asians lol.

I do. And I DO.

Sadly it's one of those situations where there isn't any particular way to "deal" with it. Trying to act may end up causing more damage. It also might help clear things. It's a gamble really =/

but the feelings are pretty much gone...i hope.

If not, whack off. All day erry day. /bestadvice

Good luck though. :D