All of my classes are good except my lunch period which is during my study hall. At our school there are four lunch times A B C D and I had A. After two days of finding all my friends in my lunch period I was really happy because I had all my friends there!
Then I walk into class on the third day of school. A principal comes into our classroom and she says that she has changed some of our schedules. Now I eat D lunch which is at 1:15 and I have one friend who I am pretty sure doesn't like me as much as I thought she did.
Then after talking to several friends of mine about going to parties I realized that I am not as nearly as popular as I thought I was. I knew I wasn't in with the popular crew, but I thought I had lots of friends. She has gotten invited to like thirty parties with drinking and what not but I have been invited to a total of none. And I wouldn't go to them anyway it is just surprising and I was shocked and still am!
The icing on the cake comes in when I started to develop feelings for this guy who I thought for sure was in the closet. My reasons for thinking he was gay: he had a picture of the pride flag on Facebook as his profile picture and asked who it was for he quickly changed it back; he has never had a girlfriend at all, and there are some gorgeous girls chasing after him and he has never had a crush on a girl that I know of; whenever someone would make a gay joke or say a common phrase like "no homo" he would shut down in the middle of class and not talk; he often joked about being gay and coming out of the closet with people that are straight.
Reasons that he isn't gay: He is on the football team; whenever a guy looks at him and smiles he turns his away; he uses words like gay and faggot at times; he has women crushes that he posts on twitter.
This has put me in turmoil if anyone can help give me their opinion on if they think he might be gay/bisexual I would really appreciate it, but my problems continue.
All of my classes are super hard and I have a ton of work so I have no time to do anything! All of my friends are hanging out having fun while I am at home doing work during the first three days of school like what?!
